2021-05-25
kept getting interrupted so srry abt that i want my own office ugh. also the homeward bound (among other songs) got me claimed so i hope you're happy i had to do the funny sound thing and reupload although luckily i uploaded the wrong file because youtube is stupid anyway so it works out in the end i guess

i did not finish this game on stream. i had the rest of the experience on my own and i sobbed at the march bit. not sorry it's an amazing part of the story. i did the 100% pacifist mlk route and i took every chance i could to save someone when prompted to, i actually feel like i did the right thing for just about every situation when it came to connor's and markus' story, because i deviated connor and converted a bunch of people, and markus kissed north and the president was like it's all good but kara's... freakin luther died to save us and then alice got shot on the boat but kara decided to continue living idk i didn't like that ending but i guess there are worse endings i just feel like deviant connor, successful movement leader markus and luther, kara, and alice escaping to canada is the optimal ending for all stories, but my "do what i would do if i was in this situation" didn't turn out perfectly and i lost luther and alice. I suppose philosophically, this means i ought to reevaluate my decisions from a consequentialist perspective or something.

anyway i felt that experience wouldn't be great on stream. tbh, this is the only stream i haven't really enjoyed streaming since the hardware and upload speed struggle days. i enjoyed the game a lot more when i wasn't trying to commentate constantly and i feel like this stream was nowhere near as interesting, especially considering i kept getting up to do stuff and getting interrupted every 2 minutes. wish i could have enjoyed playing it on stream but oh well.